Hi guys..
It's so late and and I just finished revising..
Today was not so good..
I haven't even studied for my humans!
Mainly focused on sciences , math and english today as
tomorrow's is my O Level Math Exam T_T
My English exam will be on Tuesday!
It's weird because normally English would be the first paper
but this was not the case for this year's O Levels..
I hope that I am prepared for my Math paper tomorrow as well as my
English paper on Tuesday and Wednesday.
Honestly, I have no idea how to prepare for English.
You see, English, just like other subjects, can not simply be
"studied"
It's like how I am fluent and all that good in Mandarin and my interest
for Japanese has gotten me far enough as a self-learner who
only learnt for a few weeks?
I didn't really put in a lot of effort for Japanese as I only started it
this year and I know that I have to focus on English.
However, it seems that I'm still picking up Japanese faster than English!
In terms of improvements, I mean.
I put in a lot of effort for English because here in Singapore if you
are not good in English, it's gonna be a great disadvantage.
Nevertheless, I feel that I'm still lacking in English
and I am in this confused state of what I should do to help myself,
to no avail.
At this point of time, I think what's left is really to pray.
For me, I'm a really superstitious person, so to say.
Therefore, I do believe in praying and that it would bring me
a long way to go while holding in my beliefs.
I hope many others, and you guys, will feel this way too because it's
really a comforting experience when you know that you still have
something to hold on to, your beliefs, when you are feeling down
or undergoing some of the downs in your life.
Okay I need to go and get some rest now so that I'll be energetic enough
to "fight" for tomorrow's battle.
Good luck for me!!

-Rymm

Hmm so..
Today was super productive yay!
Cheers!
Woke up at 9 today and started revising for chem and bio.
Followed by eating my breakfast and I managed to
start my Math P1 before 12pm! Well, even though it's just a few minutes
before 12 LOL.
But it was a good start!
I finished the P1 within one and a half hour.
Probably 1 hour and 15 mins, perhaps?
Then I proceed on to completing the latter part of the AMath paper
that I did halfway yesterday.
It goes quite smoothly too :)
After that It was around 2pm? I started with doing my chemistry
paper and next, the biology paper.
The biology paper sucks big time..
I finished everything at 4+ nearly 5
And after that I finished 2014 Emath P2.
It was 7 when I'm done with it.
Went to eat my dinner and started revising for humanities at 8..
Just finished not long ago.. I know I spent a very long time on it..
Okay it's getting late now so I'm gonna sleep soon~
Nights guys and 2 more days till the start of 'Os'!
Pray for me :D

-Rymm

Ohayo :)
I'm actually quite happy today haha cause it's quite productive I guess?
Wake up in the morning and started memorizing bio and chemistry.
Managed to finish revising at 11am and went to eat my breakfast.
I started doing an Emath P2 after that, followed by half of AMath P1.
All of it goes smoothly so I feel really good about it.
After that, I proceed on to study for English, but to me I took
too much time for that.. Nearly 2 hours ><
I finished another Emath P1 after English and completed
my Chemistry paper that I stopped halfway yesterday.
Lastly, I finished the last two questions for my Biology paper.
The paper was seriously tough and I have a lot of problems
with answering the questions..
I'm not sure if it's because the paper was difficult or I
just haven't prepared enough and not up to standard..
This got my really upset and I started judging myself..
Should I really pursue this route?
Am I suitable for this route?
Am I prepared to face the upcoming challanges of choosing this road?
Honestly, I don't know. I really don't.
I felt that I need someone beside me to enlighten me, to guide me
and to bring me out of that pessimistic state..
I'm not sure who will be there for me, or who I can turn to if I need help.
To be honest with you guys, I don't have a lot of friends..
True friends, I mean.
I don't see it as something very saddening or something I need to
be concerned about as I believe that I am someone who can handles
things perfectly on my own, rather than working together
with others.
But at times like this, no matter how strong a person might seem,
he/she still needs someone to be by his/her side.
To give him/her support.
To show him/her that he/she is not alone.
But I don't think I have that someone with me.
And maybe it's quite a sad thing for a person?
I admit that I spend more time online than hanging out with friends.
And maybe that is why this will happen.
However, I still enjoy spending time online, with my computer,
by myself, indulge in my own world and not having to
face the problems of socializing with people.
I'm more of a geek I guess LOL
I'm really tired now so I guess I should stop here..Nights guys!

-Rymm

Hey guys..
I'm feeling very demoralized right now so please pardon me..
I tried doing my bio papers just now and I realized that
I'm totally screwed..
I don't even know how to answer the questions! And many of my answers
are somewhere around there but it just didn't hit the right answer!
I'm feeling really horrible right now and I don't know what to do..
I didn't expect it to be this bad.. and I guess I'm wrong..
I'm gonna start focusing on bio from tomorrow onwards.
Really need my bio grades to go up, please.
Oh, I started on english today too.. still as demoralized.
Please, let me get through this .
I know my english is bad, really.
But  I am really trying my best to improve..
Just one month, I need to get through this one month, please.
Please do not let my efforts go into vain, it'll hurt me.
I'm gonna sleep early today and wake up early tomorrow so that
I can do more things tomorrow and be more productive.
4 more days left until the start of my 'Os'..
Please stay with me guys, give me your luck, help me.
I am desperate, yes. Because I really want do the best to my ability
That's not impossible, right?
So, I have to buck up and stand right up from where I fall.
And yes, start working tomorrow!
Just one more month! Please, I can endure this !!

-Rymm

Hello hello!
Yay I'm early today cheeerrrrss~
Well, today was really productive and I'm really happy!
Managed to complete quite a few things
even though I still wasn't able to start on biology papers yet.
Ahh I really don't know what to say but I'm so delighted today~
I felt a bit sick in the late afternoon and after my mum helped me
to "刮痧" , I felt better.
There's not much thing for me to write today well..
Hmm, worrying about my english, as usual..
Managed to watch a couple of episodes of House?
Please pardon me for rumbling LOL
Hmmmmm, I really hope that tomorrow would also
be productive.
Pretty, please~
Okay I think that's it? I really don't have much to blog today ._.
Give me your luck guys. ja ne

-Rymm

Ohayo minna!
Today is a bad and busy day yeah!
Well, I can't really say that it's bad because something good happened.
It's my ship in Hey! Say! JUMP!
AriYama! There's news on their current live tour in Japan
and there were footages of the concert!
And oh my! Daiki and Yamada nearly kissed!
It was during 我I Need You and Yamada leaned in, while
tilting his head like what you'll see during a drama.
The funny thing is they starting leaning really close to each other
like just 1cm apart and Daiki pouted his lips!
But Yamada decided to dodge away though sighs.
My feels though!
Their relationship became awkward since the end of last year
and there wasn't really much lovey-dovey interactions during
the start of their live tour.
So I'm really happy for this in addition that I think it's
gonna be recorded and be part of the DVD footage!
I am so gonna buy the DVD next year!
Yokohama saikou!
Oh not to mention that that Fukouka?
If I did not remember the venue wrongly, Yamada
teased Daiki during Viva 9's Soul! by playing with
his chikubi oh my god.
Please don't ask me what is chikubi I'm too shy to say ._.
Okay I think that is enough for all the excitement.
LOL I'm actually eating while updating the blog :P
Okay back to what's bad.
I woke up today and was overwhelmed by the news.
Eventually, I got super distracted that I spent so much time
to finish revising.
And what's worse is after completing my EMath P2, I started
doing the amath booklet and to my horror.
It's still as difficult...
I just couldn't figure our how to solve it
and to make things worse, the answer did not state the workings!
I'm not some genius that can solve the problem just by looking at ANSWERS!
I need the working! For god's sake!
So, I was super fed up and angry at myself.
Especially when I still have so many things left undone!
But luckily, that was the only disaster for today and the rest
still went on quite smoothly, I hope.
Please let tomorrow be a good and productive day yay!~

-Rymm

Hey yo~
Well I thought of sharing my feelings about what I'm going through right now so..
It might seem like a small matter to many of you but
it actually affects me a lot , due to the upcoming 'Os' exams..
I went back to school for english consultation/lesson today
and I can't really say if I benefited from it or not but I guess
It's still a good thing to be there?
Didn't expect myself to spend so much time in school though.
I thought that it'd just be 1 hour and I'm going home after that
but I ended up leaving the school at 230..which is super late for me.
That stress is coming straight up at me as it's not going
as I've planned.
Went home , sieze every minute(well, sort of) to do my math/amath.
But wells, amath is still a killer.
And I'm having a dillema on to continue with where I stopped for my tys
or start all over again since it's actually a closer date to us.
It all ended up with me completing the last paper 1 in the
math booklet LOL.
And after that I proceed on to do the 2008 O level Paper 1.
Productive, I hope?
I really think that this is the only period of time that I'll
study so hard in my whole life and after that I'm just gonna relax, really.
I really can't handle it and I hate to say it.
Just 1 month+ more, perservere!
And oh god I haven't even started doing the papers for Chemistry and Biology!
Time is tight.. really.
Please, embrace me.

-Rymm

Heyy~
Well, counting down 8 more days to my first paper for 'Os'
Nervous, unprepared, and not feeling so good about it..
Just hoping that what I've been working so hard for will pay off
The ultimate killer that I'm most afraid of is still English paper I guess
And I really want to do well for my sciences.
Mathematics.. please.. I worked a lot on it T_T
I think this might be the one and only time that I'll be working so hard for.
Not gonna spend so much more effort I guess
It's tiring, very.
I'm really sick of and and yes, I'm not at all so good at managing stress.
I crave for freedom, for time of my own.
I like going at my own pace, and not forced by something like studies.
I don't want to be tied down by this.
It might sound foolishly impractical but that's what
I want to achieve.
Still, there's no choice I have to go all out at this point of time.
And that's why I'm here, blogging about it.
Just around 2 more months to hold on for, and the freedom
will be embracing me, I hope haha
Speaking about freedom, I'm kinda hooked by this Japanese
boy group called Hey! Say! JUMP since last year December.
It's really nice getting to know them and I think it really
changed me?
Everytime I enter a new fandom, I learn new things.
And that's good :)
Well, a few more months till the 1 month mark yayy
And aww my ship of my OTP~
I'm determined to sign up for Japanese language courses
when I enter poly because of them.
Everytime when I'm streaming their drama/shows with no
subs I just feel like I'm watching some mute drama hahah
Even though I have the edge over others as my chinese standard
is still quite decent and I can still understand a lil.
But it'd really be cool to be able to learn a third language!
Even though I know quite a number of different mandarin dialects
but Japanese is a totally different language.
I've tried self studying before last year but did not
really have the time to focus on it due to the hectic year.
So, I'm planning to self study while taking up courses!
Can't wait!
And oh why am I thinking about Post-'Os' activities
now.
Perhaps it's one of the way to keep me motivated ahh.
Okay back to 'Os' , I really really really want to do well!
Prayyyyy for meeee :)

-Rymm

Hey guys! I'm back yoohoo!
It's been one year since I last blogged oops..
This year is a super hectic year for me, taking into account that
I'm having my 'O's' ..
Band, studies, BLABLABLA~
Just had my Graduation ytd. I think I'm the one who cried the most LOL
I just couldn't help it..
4 years in Secondary school passed in the blink on an eye.
I can still vividly remember my orientation day 4 years ago,
when I first entered Peirce.
The reason why I couldn't let go of it was mostly due to the teachers.
They not only teach us, but care for us too.
Mr Ang was one example. Despite not teaching us anymore,
he still jokes around with us and all that.
And the part which made me cried the hardest yesterday was
Mr Cheng's words for us.
As he's our year head, he wrote one paragraph for the whole cohort
and the other paragraph specially dedicated to our class.
My tears just rolled out of control when I saw the words..
Saying "I hoped I have taught you guys since last year"
Yes, I'm a very sentimental person and one with a super active
tear gland.. but that really touched me.
I regretted not being more appreciative for the last few months,
and now what I'm left with are regrets.
The only thing I think I can do now is to study hard and do my best
for the upcoming 'O' Levels examinations and not fail the teachers, really.
But even though that's what I really want to do, there's still a lot of challenges.
Take for an example the AMath papers that I've been trying.
It demoralizes me so much as I just could not figure out how to solve the
question and it made me feel like giving up.
And also, I'm really trying very hard for my english and so here I am!
Back to blogging haha! Pretty pleaseee I really need this!! :(
Well, all these are just my inner grumbles and I will still do what I can
for the exams, so as not to make myself regret when I got my results.
Just hoping for the best and please wish me luck!

P.S. I'm thinking of buying a trumpet after Os yoohoo!!

-Rymm